be optimistic

1 of my friend's msn pic went : "Be optimistic, All the ones you hate are eventually going to die."

oh wow, i just realise that too when i saw it. haha, but i am too optimistic liao. i generally do not hate people, only people hate me.

everyday's the same, be happy dont be sad. the same old words daunted on me every passing day. friendly? happy? easy-going? worry-free? aspects that u can see from the outside. true, i try to be friendly towards people. when i get over-friendly, people start thinking the wrong way. people start avoiding me, people start having wrong perception of me. i am always around, and if u dont wish to see me around or dont want me involved in ur life anymore. Do TELL me, i hate it when people do things behind my back.

i may appear to be fun, friendly or those... but i am a human being as well. if u want to start dieregarding my feelings, just step out of my life, alright? what upsets me is when actions are taken w/o considering how the party affected feels. this kind of thing.... arghzzzzz!!! just thinking of it, makes my blood boil. I AM directing this at certain people and hopefully it reaches out to the people who have not offended me yet.

i may not be a petty person, but i will REMEMBER every single thing the person i dislike in full memory. trust me, u do not want to be labelled an enemy of mine. u will regret it until....u wish u never knew me.

thanks, yann for chatting with me. helps me clear some of my thoughts on some stuff. had great fun at ur house today.

feeling very moody at this moment. RAWR, do not piss me off these few days. that's all for today.